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	Nie Huaisang

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[noneforyou]

[ The moment Nie Huaisang closes the door behind him Xue Yang is nearly on top of him, more or less bodily pinning him there. He stares straight into Nie Huaisang's eyes, their lips barely inches apart when he speaks. ]

Are you gonna talk?

[ At this point, he's not expecting it. Nie Huaisang has been almost useless when it came to actually providing Xue Yang with information. By now, Xue Yang is expecting it. But there's always things that are useful besides information, and now that Xue Yang understands how their lists and the related rewards work a little better than the last time he confronted Nie Huaisang, he's a lot more accepting of the alternative arrangements the two of them have fallen into. Beyond the high of the physical pleasure, there's longer-term benefits to be gained too.

So if Nie Huaisang wants to keep his tongue he's going to be using his mouth for something, and whether that's kissing or spilling secrets is a decision he gets to make for himself, right now. ]

[illicitly]

What is there to talk about? They're gone.

[Huaisang holds Xue Yang's gaze without flinching, not even trying to push him away or extricate himself any more. The people he most wanted to protect from Xue Yang are safely beyond his reach now, pieces guarded by their absence from the board. As for the rest, he is still appraising their true value and maneuverability in he case he has to play.

And of course, there's the question of whether Huaisang even still has it in him to keep playing in the first place.

However, he has no strong desire to push Xue Yang away either. Huaisang supposes his initial reason for getting involved in this still stands. Stealing his enemy's weapon away for his own might still be useful, even if as the months pass here, the harder it is to stay focused on taking down someone not even in the same world as him.

So Huaisang simply sighs and leans forward to kiss his 'captor', unusually soft and almost tender compared to their usual ones. He extricates and lifts his hands to cup Xue Yang's face in them, gently brushing his fingertips along his skin.]

[noneforyou]

[ They may be gone, but there are still others here. Beyond the two daozhang that Xue Yang is familiar with, there are others living in this very complex that Nie Huaisang surely has more information on than the little--or nothing--that he's told Xue Yang about already.

But he's already made it clear that sex is an acceptable substitute for information, and he's not about to change his mind now.

Xue Yang kisses back, not gentle so much as slow at first. He only has a vague idea how to do "gentle", and that's not what he's looking for when he calls on Nie Huaisang. That lasts a few seconds, but then he suddenly shoves Nie Huaisang back the few inches he's gained to pin him against the door. Xue Yang gives a sharp nip to Nie Huaisang's lip before resuming the kiss, this time pressing them together with force. His fingers curl in his robes, but he doesn't start to strip him just yet. ]

[illicitly]

[He'd expected this and on some level, the predictability of it is a strange comfort in and of itself. It makes it easier for Huaisang to distance himself, maintain that firm boundary between the physical and the emotional. He'd lost control of himself for a while, he's come to realize, letting his feelings start to become too entangled with the person, allowing his mind become too unfocused and his thoughts to be led astray. He'd gotten too comfortable and hoped for too much, despite always knowing deep down that it was never going to happen anyway.

Maybe this is all he's good for now, being shoved around, manhandled, or used to satisfy other people's desires if he's too paralyzed by fear, guilt, and grief to reach for anything more. Why not just indulge in meaningless, emotionless sex and call that companionship for a while?

Huaisang starts to respond a little less woodenly to Xue Yang, his body starting to stir a little more beneath the force with which he's being kissed and pinned, as his cock begins to stiffen slightly. His eyes shut as his hands fall to rest weakly on Xue Yang's shoulders before sliding up again to curl against the back of his neck.

Xue Yang might have come to him for rough sex but it seems like Huaisang's just not in the mood for that today and coaxing that out of him might take a lot more convincing.]

cw: references to noncon

[noneforyou]

[ In Xue Yang's mind, it doesn't entirely matter what Nie Huaisang wants. He's being given sex in exchange for not maiming him, so either sex will happen, or Nie Huaisang loses his tongue. And if that means Xue Yang has to do all the work to a reluctant or outright resisting body, then that's what he'll do.

But Nie Huaisang is responding at least for now, so Xue Yang isn't at the point of asserting full control forcefully. He breaks the kiss with another nip, then ducks his head a little to start placing marks on Nie Huaisang's neck. Hands deftly begin to undo the robes in front of him so he can get access to more skin. ]

cw: questionable coping mechanisms and dubcon

[illicitly]

[Huaisang doesn't resist the attempt to disrobe him, even he isn't helping him along with his usual enthusiasm. He does, however, tilts his head back to give Xue Yang easier access to his neck, a subtle and understated gesture of consent. Even if the other man isn't concerned with such things, it helps Huaisang to cope with more or less being a prisoner in this arrangement of theirs. If compliance, whether it's feigned or genuine, is what he has to do survive this twisted dalliance fully intact, so be it.

It's a familiar dance, anyway, being this close to someone lacking full awareness of just what Nie Huaisang is capable of or willing to do to reach the finish line so he can finally rest in peace. It's also an exciting one, the same allure vulnerable prey holds for a starving predator, he assumes. His body's starting to stir more on instinct and a quiet moan escapes him as he suddenly shrugs out of his robes, one hand sliding down to grab Xue Yang's ass while the other moves down to grab his crotch through his clothing, massaging it roughly.]

[noneforyou]

[ Xue Yang likes that roughness, even (especially) on such a vulnerable part of his body. He gives an appreciative bite in return as the two of them work Nie Huaisang out of his robes the rest of the way.

He's assuming that he's going to take charge of this until Nie Huaisang makes motions otherwise. He's the type who will submit, but he doesn't offer such a thing: it needs to be asserted by someone willing to put in the work to make it worth his while. Until that happens, Xue Yang is more than happy to direct things himself.

So he rolls his hips into those touches and slowly threads his fingers into Nie Huaisang's hair as he continues marking Nie Huaisang's skin. Once he has enough purchase with his hand he grabs and tugs slightly, not a pull, but enough to make it clear he could if he wanted to. Then he starts to nudge the both of them towards the bed. ]

[illicitly]

[While Huaisang has generally preferred to be the one in charge of these encounters, lashing out his frustrations and stress upon Xue Yang, he's discovering there's relief in this. Not thinking, not planning, just surrendering himself to a force he can't fight off. The hand gripping his hair as Xue Yang pushes him, naked, toward the bed is remind Huaisang of the uncomfortable truth that he's not a fullly willing participant in these trysts and Wei Wuxian and Jiang Cheng aren't here to protect him anymore.

Rather than being repulsed by the thought, it excites him, like the rough handling. Huaisang's still not sure what to think of this side of himself still that Xue Yang keeps drawing out of him but right now, he doesn't want to think or feel at all so when the back of his legs hit the side of the bed, he sits down. Iimmediately, he starts rubbing his cheek all over the other man's crotch out of an almost animalistic survival instinct, pausing now and then to lightly bite Xue Yang through the cloth.

After a couple of minutes of this, Huaisang stops to look up at him with those big eyes that have fooled so many into believing him harmless.]

What would you like for me to do for you, Master Xue?

[The words flow out of him naturally, improvised and glib the way only a perfect liar with a keen, creative mind can manage on the fly. The role of the submissive man is an intimately familiar one, its performance flawless after so many years of practice. This is the first he's ever applies to this kind of scenarion, though...]

[noneforyou]

[ Within his pants, Xue Yang gets harder and harder under Nie Huaisang's attention. There's so many aspects to this that excite him: not just the nuzzling, but the power he has over Nie Huaisang, the memories of how intense their previous sessions have been... and yes, even the threat of those teeth on such a sensitive part of him.

At the address, Xue Yang laughs. No one has ever referred to him like that before, because he's never really had the dynamic where it would happen. He's never been with someone both obedient and willing who called him by name. The fact that it's a sect leader, and the younger brother of a man who was calling so vehemently for Xue Yang's death, just makes it all the sweeter.

He tightens his grip in Nie Huaisang's hair again as he surveys the room. The things that he'd left here last time are still around, arranged for easy access, and Xue Yang's gaze falls on the blindfold. The corner of his mouth quirks up.

He doesn't say anything. He just lets go, grabs the blindfold, and starts to put it on Nie Huaisang. His expression probably makes it clear that the two of them are of similar minds when it comes to how they're treating this relationship. Xue Yang looks almost affectionate, in the way one would look at a favored toy or pet, though he's not without the dangerous edge that's nearly always present. He's still working on securing it the last little bit when he leans down and resumes their heavy, biting kiss. ]

[illicitly]

[The glimpse of Xue Yang's expression that Huaisang gets just before the blindfold obscures his vision carries it's own strange sort of comfort. A physical relationship devoid of deep loyalty or emotion suits him just fine. The less he has to care, the fewer considerations he has to make about Xue Yang's well-being or feelings. There's freedom in simply not caring about the other person that make me much easier to act and respond with little inhibition.

Blindly, Huaisang kisses back, biting back with a bit more energy now as his hand gropes for Xue Yang's cock through his clothing, squeezing him hard and twisting, before breaking the kiss with a soft gasp before speaking again, a bit breathless.]

Master Xue, how can I please you today? I need instruction. Guidance on how you can use me.

[Because that's what they're doing here, isn't it? Using each other.]

[noneforyou]

[ It makes Xue Yang gasp into the kiss and continue to bite in return. The roughness suits him well, and if this weren't a day where he's planning to push Nie Huaisang down, he might consider demanding even more.

Instead he grabs Nie Huaisang's wrists and grips them tight enough to possibly start cutting off circulation. ]

Today I'm gonna tie you up and fuck you. And you're not gonna be able to stop me.

[ Not that he ever really can, Xue Yang thinks, but there's often at least the illusion of it.

He shoves him over backwards bodily, falling on top of him as he does so he can pin Nie Huaisang's hands up over his head against the bed. He gives one more biting kiss before he starts to tie his wrists together with the same rope as last time. ]

[illicitly]

[It's a tight grip, one that hurts but Huaisang knows better than to struggle or scream, offering no resistance at all his wrists are bound to the bed. It's safer to keep silent, play along, and let Xue Yang have his way with him. He'd chosen surrender, after all. At least, for the time being.]

Why would I want to stop you? You fuck me so well.

[Somehow he does enjoy it, as messed up as it probably is to get off on all of this. Maybe the past ten years of relentless loneliness truly have driven him insane to think any of this was acceptable. His brother would have killed them both, Xue Yang by decapitation, Huaisang by the power of shame alone.

By all right, Huaisang should be terrified to be in such a vulnerable position with a known killer but he just feels numb. Maybe even a perverse curiosity and mild interest in just what the man plans on doing with him next.]

Will you be rough, Master Xue? Or do you want to go slower and savor things more this time?

[noneforyou]

I can do both.

[ He finishes tying the tie to the bed, making sure that Nie Huaisang's hands won't be going anywhere for a little while. Then he leans in and bites Nie Huaisang's lip.

That's all he gives for the moment, that teasing hint of violence with the undercurrent of sexual pleasure, as he shifts on the bed. Xue Yang settles with his legs straddling either side of Nie Huaisang's body, making a motion that could be like pinning him down as if they're not both well-aware that a cultivator's strength could easily send someone of Xue Yang's weight across the room even like this. But he's not worried about Nie Huaisang doing that.

Instead he slides a blade from his sleeve, letting the flat edge drag across the fabric in a way that makes a soft noise for Nie Huaisang to pick up on.

Xue Yang leans in and places a slow kiss on Nie Huaisang's neck, almost loving with how attentive it seems. On the other side of his neck, with the precise control of a cultivator, Xue Yang brings that blade to rest just on the surface of Nie Huaisang's skin, not enough to cut unless he deliberately moves himself into it (it's sharp, but not that sharp) but certainly enough to be felt. ]