By the time you figure out the rules I broke

Nevermore than you deserve my heart. I want to profess to you how much I love you every single day. We lost so much time after all and I fear I may need to make up for 18 years now.

[His voice was soft, his heart beating fast. He was blushing deeply as well. He thought he was beautiful. This kind gentle gorgeous man. He cuddled into his pillows a bit more.]

I love you, Nie Huaisang. You are so beautiful. Do let me know if I am being too much though. I do not wish to overwhelm you either.

[He wanted to remind him, write something against every terrible thing that was said to him, as if he could erase them one flower at a time.

He was a romantic it seemed.]

I feel like a youth in love. I know I am being so silly.