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[While Huaisang has generally preferred to be the one in charge of these encounters, lashing out his frustrations and stress upon Xue Yang, he's discovering there's relief in this. Not thinking, not planning, just surrendering himself to a force he can't fight off. The hand gripping his hair as Xue Yang pushes him, naked, toward the bed is remind Huaisang of the uncomfortable truth that he's not a fullly willing participant in these trysts and Wei Wuxian and Jiang Cheng aren't here to protect him anymore.

Rather than being repulsed by the thought, it excites him, like the rough handling. Huaisang's still not sure what to think of this side of himself still that Xue Yang keeps drawing out of him but right now, he doesn't want to think or feel at all so when the back of his legs hit the side of the bed, he sits down. Iimmediately, he starts rubbing his cheek all over the other man's crotch out of an almost animalistic survival instinct, pausing now and then to lightly bite Xue Yang through the cloth.

After a couple of minutes of this, Huaisang stops to look up at him with those big eyes that have fooled so many into believing him harmless.]

What would you like for me to do for you, Master Xue?

[The words flow out of him naturally, improvised and glib the way only a perfect liar with a keen, creative mind can manage on the fly. The role of the submissive man is an intimately familiar one, its performance flawless after so many years of practice. This is the first he's ever applies to this kind of scenarion, though...]