illicitly | (Reply)

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That's between you and him.

[There was a long moment where it looked as if he was typing. And then nothing.

Typing.

Nothing.]

You don't think that the fact that you said you loved me should be addressed? What am I even supposed to fucking do with that Nie Huaisang?

You know I am doing this new thing where I am trying to keep my emotions on my face and be more honest? How the fuck am I supposed to deal with that when it comes to your brother?

We need to talk about establishing boundaries so I don't let slip out the wrong information to him and then have you be pissy at me about it. We need to talk about what we do if something like that happens we'll have an established game plan in place.

This place is ridiculous and it'll keep being ridiculous and if we both just fucking hide from it it'll bite us in the ass later. And to be quite fucking truthful, if I'm being bitten on the ass I want it to be because I want it to happen.

If there is anything I've learned in the last two months of being here, is that sex is best when there are negotiations beforehand. I've set up boundaries in all my relationships. If we are going to have some semblance of control in ours we need to talk. While our own relationship is complicated, despite my better fucking judgment I actually do give a shit about what happens to you and your general wellbeing.

Old habits die hard I suppose.