He's so close, so close that he can't help the cry that escapes the moment he shudders under Huaisang, his hips bucking up a final time just as that voice actually penetrates the haze of desire that'd taken over him.

And he can literally feel his balls shrivel up as he turns his head, color draining from his face because that is the last person he wants to see him like this, his fingers scrabbling for enough robes to at least try to cover some of himself.