It was a lot and there was so much between them that still need to be addressed. It was not the turf war that occupied Jin Guangyao's mind but his other work. After struggling to run from his entire life to escape the brothel and whoreson name, he found himself right back in it. There was a part of himself that twisted itself into knots about it. And though his clients were all very sweet and comfortable, there was a part of him that just wanted to curl up and sob.
He didn't know if his roommate ever caught him, curled in the bath some nights. That combined with the trauma of his losses and Jin Ling's absence...It was a lot.
He was however willing to do anything to fulfill his contract, even if it meant spreading his legs for whoever would have him.
But Nie Huaisang somehow anchored him. Having someone familiar who really saw him, who he did not have to act around. It was good.
"I have had the chance to try some things, Hakagemachi had a ramen stand, though we never ate the meat there...For dubious reasons."
We need to order Agedashi tofu! More fried tofu!
"Koemi demands that we order fried tofu as well. Huli Jing are really fond of it. I am happy we managed a break as well." He pressed his shoulder against the other man.
"Let's forget about all of that and enjoy ourselves tonight. We can worry about work tomorrow."
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Date: 2022-05-07 08:08 am (UTC)He didn't know if his roommate ever caught him, curled in the bath some nights. That combined with the trauma of his losses and Jin Ling's absence...It was a lot.
He was however willing to do anything to fulfill his contract, even if it meant spreading his legs for whoever would have him.
But Nie Huaisang somehow anchored him. Having someone familiar who really saw him, who he did not have to act around. It was good.
"I have had the chance to try some things, Hakagemachi had a ramen stand, though we never ate the meat there...For dubious reasons."
We need to order Agedashi tofu! More fried tofu!
"Koemi demands that we order fried tofu as well. Huli Jing are really fond of it. I am happy we managed a break as well." He pressed his shoulder against the other man.
"Let's forget about all of that and enjoy ourselves tonight. We can worry about work tomorrow."